Rancho Paradise Lost

02/04/2006

I HAD a cowboy once. It wasn't like Ennis and Jack, more like Roy and Dale. But it was still hard for me to quit him. One Christmas, years ago, when I was living in Los Angeles, I took my children and the man I was planning to marry on a vacation to a dud

DJ’s Homeless Mommy

11/09/2005

There was no guarantee an open adoption would get us a baby any faster than a closed or foreign adoption, but we decided to try to do it anyway.

Riding Shotgun and Living Life

28/08/2005

I KNOW I'm not the only woman who waits for something. Some of you are waiting for the phone to ring, or for him to kiss you, or propose, or come home. I just have my thumb out, and I never have to wait long. Though I know I cede my power the minute I get

A Go-Between Gets Going

14/08/2005

I MET Krista after an abrupt breakup with a live-in boyfriend. I needed a new place to live, and responding to an ad, I found refuge in what felt like the Brooklyn Annex for Aging Spinsters, an apartment of three women between 33 and 40, nursing various s

Here's Looking at You, Kid

07/08/2005

I woke up happy one morning, not taxed by too much work, not depressed, not sleep deprived. But my brain, forever searching for something to worry about, could not let this placid moment be and quickly started an argument with an imaginary boyfriend. ''No