Out From Under the Influence

31/07/2005

MY first date with Julie did not begin well and ended even worse. For starters, I didn't show. It was Saturday evening of Presidents' Day weekend, and I was drinking gin and tonics and watching hoops in the Telephone Bar on Second Avenue, whiling away the

Looking at My Father, Inside and Out

01/05/2005

IT is nearly midnight when I get home from my waitress job. I've been out of college for two years and have moved back into my mother's home in Islip, N.Y., for the summer to save money for graduate school. When I walk in the back door, my mother is at th

Truly, Madly, Guiltily

27/03/2005

For a mother, libido, as she once knew it, is gone, replaced by all-consuming maternal desire. Except, that is, for me.

Witness to a Wedding That Wasn't

16/01/2005

THE invitation to the wedding said black tie. That afternoon I put on my black silk spaghetti-strap dress and a pearl necklace while my boyfriend searched for the cuff links for his tux. Brian and I were at that point in our relationship (together just un

Traveling the Too-Much-Information Highway

14/11/2004

I AM a blogger. An emotional exhibitionist. On a daily basis I make my Dear Diary entries available online to the general public. A few years ago, I began writing my Web log to vent about a particularly difficult relationship. It was therapeutic, relative